[Kuroshitsuji] {Finny} noooo ;A;

i need a sleep-deprived icon uploaded on this account, for srs

dear finals week,
please be over already
no love,

my head hurts so much. my stomach hurts so much. ughhhh i'm just like. not going to touch caffeine for the next three months.

i hate you, hell block. why are all the finals for my hell block today?
[Amatsuki] {ShinoToki} Brain breaking.


Instead of studying for chem like I should be doing, I decided to do this meme. With all of my WIPs, including the ones I abandoned. I want to go back to all of them now T_T (Amusingly, some in particular have evolved to the state that I can't use the funny one-liners I picked out...)

from renaimedore
Post a single sentence from each WIP you have (or as many as you want to pick).
No context, no explanations. No more than one sentence!

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So, as some of you know, I made a new..."art in general" LJ: inkstrokes. Nothing's up yet, because nothing's quite finished (except this really batshit short I did...it's rather...morbid, to put it lightly), but I wanted to post some "previews" of sorts on it. |: Does anyone really want to see more...?
[Football] obligatory vuvuzela

in which kyo shows again that she is incapable of doing anything but useless things

So that video I posted yesterday.

Yeah. I'm fansubbing it out of boredom.

I was looking over those translations I linked everyone to while I was timing, too. I realized how bad they were. So right now, I'm translating it myself. I'm not very far yet, but what I have so far is pretty different. Idea is...kind of the same, but my translations, I hope, are much more precise.

And I might end up re-roomaji-ing it myself, too.

I'm done timing lines now, but I still need to do karaoke timing.

Also, learn how to typeset.

Oh god, I need a life.

Oh well, if anything, I learned that my moonspeak is not as bad as I thought.
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[KHR] {Bel} winnarz

さよなら愛した人 ここまでだ もう振り向かないで歩き出すんだ

I saw marbles_chan do it, so I wanted to, too 8D;
▮ Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper on their LiveJournal. (or not)
▮ Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper! (or less)
▮ Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on! (no shit)

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SO twin linked me to my first Utattemita. All the good stuff about Vocaloid without the bad. I have looked at tons of other Utattemita, but the first one she linked me to is still the one I like most. I've yet to stop listening to it on repeat; I haven't been this compelled to keep listening to a song in a really, really long time.

Of course, it just has to be a song with lyrics that are pretty depressing (to me).

That said, Zebra's voice is amazing. I find it kind of sad that he can hit higher notes than I can, though. (But he nailed that 会いに行くよ fff)

I did find the lyrics to this version of Just Be Friends, but ahhhhhh...the translations are a little iffy, not because she did them literally, but because some meanings are outright wrong, imo. (Like the lyric I used for my cut text. I'd translate it as "Like our time stopped," but she translated it as "It is because our time has stopped" so uh yeah. All this rant shows off is how picky I am. lol)
[Kuroshitsuji] {Finny} noooo ;A;

fml fml fml fml fml fml fml fml





and to make matters worse, I currently have a 89.8% in programming. FML
and a 79% in math, which I think has gone down since orz i don't deserve to be asian sob sob sob

oh may, you have always been my least favorite month sob
[P4] {Adachi} hehehe~♪

memes galore~

Name your top 10 favorite artists/bands.
❶ Muse
➋ Mayday Parade
➌ Cobra Starship
➍ UVERworld
➎ GReeeeN
➏ Imogen Heap
➐ The Fray
➑ The Hush Sound
➒ Lady Gaga
➓ Owl City

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And more of just a "meh, why not" from like 203948 people on my flist:
Leave me a comment saying 'Interview me'.

I'll respond by asking you five questions so I can satisfy my curiosity.

Update your journal with the answers to the questions. Include this explanation in the post and offer to ask other people questions.
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[P4] {Chie/Yukiko} take my hand

i'll stand on my own

That won't change anything. Not even the nature of our friendship, because I value your happiness over my own.

I'd say that if I were a strong enough person.

But the truth of the matter is that I'm not. Not anymore, anyway. I haven't been in years, and I'll admit that I fashioned my own downfall.

Cutting an addiction cold turkey is fast, but ineffective if you don't have the willpower. Somewhere along the line, I grew addicted to you. Technically, it was the dopamine rush I came to associate with you, but it's an addiction nonetheless. I need you, I really do, but it kind of went from a platonic need to a sick kind of dependency. But you understood, you always understood, and I ended up just expecting that from you. Even now, you're still important to me, and I knew that I never was. You never told me that you cared about me unless I explicitly asked you, after all.

616 days later, it's the third strike.
It feels almost like a waste, but I knew from the beginning that it was futile. It was my own fault for letting it go out of control like this and letting myself live in my own delusions like this.

293 days since I realized I was in love with you.
293 days of missed chances. And I know, yesterday was my last chance to say it, and I chose not to.
But it's fine now. I've finally learned how to let go.

Maybe I'll regret this later, but this is just another hurdle for me to jump in order to grow up. And this is the only way I know how.

So, I guess this is goodbye.